Smashed smashed smashed lol

To say brick brick brick would be an understatement lol. I have never experienced anything like it. I was cruising along, nothing to write home about it I was up $30 bucks about an hour or so into my session. Then it took a crazy turn. I play 6-12 oe. For those of you who don't know it is a limit game where you can bet in $6 increments preflop and the flop and then $12 increments on the turn and river. This game also has a half kill. That means the limits go to $10 and $20 increments. Well, long story short in four hands I lost over $200. In four hands. That's hard to do in this game, especially how tight I play. I had 3 dream hands and one clear fold. Those three dream hands got bricked in big capped pots and there went the money lol. Then it got worse. I lost another $204 in the course of the next 3 hours. Nothing remarkable in that time frame. I played a little looser in the hopes of hitting miracles (bad idea obv lol) and bricked. I need to get the word brick out of my vocabulary lol.
Anyway, I can't wait for this month to be over lol. It's been one of the worst of my poker career. I have one last session left in the month. It would need to be a doozy of a session to get me into the black for the month. But I cannot worry about that. I have to focus on what I can control. I can't control how much I win or lose in a session. All I can control is playing the best I can play, day in and day out. The rest will take care of itself. I can't run this bad for much longer. It will turn around. I know it. They say March comes in like a lion and out like a lamb. Maybe that will be said for my poker month. Very stressful in the beginning but easy going at the end. Until next time, good luck and see you on the felt.