I understand completely. When I took time off Pokerstars and got back into it, I was botching pretty good. But the more I played, the more it came back to me. A lot of poker vets have an edge, and this edge will dull if you do not hone your skills. I imagine even Phil Ivy takes a decent beating when he takes substantial time off the tables for any reason. My advice; play several rounds just for fun and that keen edge will start to feel real sharp soon enough!