i enjott reading ur posts and wish u the best of luck. we have all been there too, and hopefully we improve wh en this happens to us and we le a rn from our mistakes tho too.I am working on the same things right now,, a little diff from urs tho, hehe, but same sorts of issues. I am gradually building a new broll now, and am bein way moree careful now too. it does get kind of boring to try and build very slowly but i,m tryin hard to stick to this now tooso GL TO U TOO