I have struggled with this dilemma in a similar fashion. You have to realize that there is skill AND luck involved in poker. You can pretty much guarantee to be a losing player by playing terribly, but you can only increase your chances of being a winning player by playing well. In the short run, you can run well or run bad, but in the long run if you ALWAYS play well, then you will be a winning player. Also you need to know that bankroll management IS a skill, so if you don't have bankroll management, you're guaranteeing that you'll be a losing player. Hope this helps