Agenda 2020: With no more deposits, turning my total of ~5k- into a +-0
Ok the title says everything: From zero to 5k $ in 5 years ..... we will see :D
But sorry, some information to me.
I am from Germany, so pls excuse all my mistakes I do in english. I am 25 years old and I will start to study economics in a few days. I play poker since 2010 and I love that game. :) Although I have such a big minus .... maybe I am crazy, dont know :D
My history is told quickly.
I have lost very much money in online poker, because of my f***ing discipline. I know I can play quite good. If I would to more to learn theorie strategies and some mathematics I think I could be a winning player... IF (!!!!!!!!!!!) there wouldn't be my missing discipline. It was until now impossible for me to hold my BRM longer than max two weeks. Then there was a Loss, then on tilt, then higher limits, then more loosing, then more on tilt and then account empty .... but I liked and still I do) the game too much to give up. So there were thousands of new trys with deposits of circa a total of 5k euro, spread on some different poker sites ... Now, I will begin to study in a few days, I have no more money to spent to the pros :) so I try to build up a bankroll only through freerolls and the possible mt-sngs, and mtts with the profit of the freerolls. Thats quite exciting. :)
Started some days ago with 0.00 $
at this moment and as consequence of having my first cash in a Pokerowned-Freeroll, my bankroll is with some ups and downs during the day grown up to the incredible amount of 0,63$
I am Chrome Star, so I have access to the privilege freerolls until the end of oktober
+ a ticket to a scratch and match intellipoker freeroll
+ a school pass ticket
So my gain for October: For sure at least a bankroll of 10k $, Status: Platinum Star and some won tickets to PCA, EPTs etc.
Ok joke (or not?..... hmmm... no... it was a joke (had u, right? :D))
Would be glad to reach the gain: Minimize the times of falling to zero :) So my gain is, to practice discipline and control my feelings after loosing and first of all not control my feelings when being on tilt, but my doings!!!
Thats it for now :)
Good luck everyone on the tables.