Agenda 2020: With no more deposits, turning my total of ~5k- into a +-0

Ok the title says everything: From zero to 5k $ in 5 years ..... we will see :D

But sorry, some information to me.
I am from Germany, so pls excuse all my mistakes I do in english. I am 25 years old and I will start to study economics in a few days. I play poker since 2010 and I love that game. :) Although I have such a big minus .... maybe I am crazy, dont know :D

My history is told quickly.
I have lost very much money in online poker, because of my f***ing discipline. I know I can play quite good. If I would to more to learn theorie strategies and some mathematics I think I could be a winning player... IF (!!!!!!!!!!!) there wouldn't be my missing discipline. It was until now impossible for me to hold my BRM longer than max two weeks. Then there was a Loss, then on tilt, then higher limits, then more loosing, then more on tilt and then account empty .... but I liked and still I do) the game too much to give up. So there were thousands of new trys with deposits of circa a total of 5k euro, spread on some different poker sites ... Now, I will begin to study in a few days, I have no more money to spent to the pros :) so I try to build up a bankroll only through freerolls and the possible mt-sngs, and mtts with the profit of the freerolls. Thats quite exciting. :)

Started some days ago with 0.00 $
at this moment and as consequence of having my first cash in a Pokerowned-Freeroll, my bankroll is with some ups and downs during the day grown up to the incredible amount of 0,63$
I am Chrome Star, so I have access to the privilege freerolls until the end of oktober
+ a ticket to a scratch and match intellipoker freeroll
+ a school pass ticket

So my gain for October: For sure at least a bankroll of 10k $, Status: Platinum Star and some won tickets to PCA, EPTs etc.

Ok joke (or not?..... hmmm... no... it was a joke (had u, right? :D))

Would be glad to reach the gain: Minimize the times of falling to zero :) So my gain is, to practice discipline and control my feelings after loosing and first of all not control my feelings when being on tilt, but my doings!!!

Thats it for now :)

Good luck everyone on the tables.

update:

have played poker until 8 am today, so maybe the session was too long ;)
However, I fell down to an amount of 0,01$ :D

BUT: Ok a wanted to do a break of playing today, I failed. Started the PO-freeroll and the privilege freeroll at 9 pm.
At the PO-freeroll I reached the finaltable, so I am ITM, and at the moment I am at least place 6 for 0,55$, but I am 3rd in chips.

At the privilege freeroll I am also itm, and have at least 0,40$. I am 108th in chips.
so it does look good tonight :)

New gain: No other mtts, except freerolls until at least an amount of 10 $. I will give the next update later, but then I will close Pokerstars, to protect myself not get broke again tonight :)

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YEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I won my first freeroll :) for an incredible sum of 3$ :) thank you Pokerowned :)
In the privilege freeroll I have been busted with KQs allin preflop against JJ, what a pity, their was no help on the board. However :)

New amount: 3,52$
Chrome Star
ticket to the Scratch and Match intellipoker freeroll
tickets to all Privilege Freerolls until the end of october.
and hahaha almost forgotten yesterday :D
already being logged in to the 100k common cent mtt



so the first step for my gain is reached. Few seconds ago I closed PS, as I told for selfprotection :)

good night everyone and good luck at the tables :)

Congratulations, you are off to a great start!
Good luck building your bankroll.

If you are playing on Stars you have a arsenal of free ways to make free $

Hey Guys :)

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If you are playing on Stars you have a arsenal of free ways to make free $

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yes there are some nice tourneys :)

Update:


Ok I have played 3 0,02$ MT-SNGs. Yes I have written yesterday, I want to wait until an amount of at least 10$.
Right ... but when I logged into the PS Lobby at 5.30 pm there were no freerolls possible.
So Account was: 3,46$

Then I have played some freerolls at 7pm, and I entered again the finaltable of the PO-freeroll :)
Won 1$ for the 4th place :)

so my new bank balance is: 4,46$

let's see if I can earn some more money at 9 pm in the freerolls :)

good luck everyone at the tables

Update:

Played in contrast to my gain 5 micro mtts. just get itm at the smallest for 5ct plus at all o.O
then I unfortunately was on tilt and started very quick without overthinking it a 1,5$ Hyper-HU
Thanks god I won it, but that mustnt happen again -.-

bank balance now: 5,18$

just started the last PO-freeroll today
lets see how I can finish the day :)


Edit: new balance now (after being itm in the PO-Freeroll again for 0,55$)
5,3$

played two other games again.

ok, there are 50 BIs of limit 0,1$ now, so I will iclude the mtts of 0,11$ and the sngs to a max of 0,1$ into my tourney plan.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH HHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


New balance: 6,12$

Played a 0,55$ MTT. 62/1847 .... for 1,47$


My problem is .... that I v been sucked out -.-, Monster stack raised 4BB pre flop, I pushed my 9 BBs with AA, he held 66, Flop: 3 cards of hearts, I have one Ah, he no hearts: Turn: he hit his fucking One Outer... a 6c. River unfortunately helped me.

Edit: catched 0,06$ in the Bankrollmobfreeroll for being 76th.

Bankroll: 6,18$

thats all for tonight.

gl everybody on the tables

Hey ho :)


When I woke up, I unfortunatly got boring.
I started two Satellite-SNGs for 0,16$ to The Hot 1,1$.
Won both :)
So there is a new bank balance.
Bankroll: 8,06$

8,06$ includes 2,2T$

I love the Privilege Freerolls :)
In most of them it is very easy to cash :)
Won 0,45$ for 467/16250.

Again being sucked out. Pushed preflop my left 10 BBs with QQ. One Call from Button. He showed K7s. Sure that he hit his K on the Flop K78, Turn 6, River 5. o.O
What a pity, that could have been a keypot for a more significantly cash in this freeroll. I am looking forward to my first cash under the first 100 in this freeroll, and winning more than 1$ :)

See you at the tables ;)

PS: bankroll 6,31$ + 2,2T$ = 8,51

New update:

Yeah and again I cashed in the PO-freeroll. Its nearly scary ^^ the 4th PO-freeroll one after the other

This time I got 2nd for 2$

now I have the all cashes from 1st to 4th :) ^^

there was unfortunately no chance to win this HU. I came with chip distribution of 5k : 75k in this HU.
Pushed AJ, get called from A9, sure he hits his 9 ;) but even with 10k against 70k it would have been very difficult.
This opponent was such a fish. he bluffed with so bad cards, or called Allins with them ... it was like lotto.
Sure he won all the Allin-matches. However ^^

new bankroll: 8,31$ + 2,2T$ = 10,51

nice nice :)

I reached my gain :)

Edit: cashed again in 100k privilege freeroll, but this time only for 0,14 $
so bankroll now at: 8,45$

ok, last update for today now:

Played some 0,5 $ 9er SNGs, +-0
The last tourney I played was a 0,5$ 180er Mt-SNG
It lasted very long, and to reach the final table there was sometimes a bit luck necessary^^
But I got 3rd :) for 9,23$

so there is a new bankroll now :)

Bank Balance: 18,58$

That means 37 BIs for the 0,5er; I know thats not much. But I try :)

If I fall under 15$ I hope I am strong and disciplined enough to go down to the limit 0,25$

We will see.

For this moment, good night everybody, or however your day time is right now.

Just played a very short session with 4 SNGs à 0,5$

Cashed twice.
1x 1.
1x 3.

= +0,78$

New bankroll: 19,36$

another 4 tables later:

2x 1.
=+1,98$

bankroll: 21,34$

Edit: played again 4 tables, same limit.

1x 1.
1x 2.
= +1,17$

bankroll: 22,51$

another update :)

sorry, if somebody reads my blog, I post so often, because it is safier for me.
When I start to hide possible losses, it is more dangerous for me to fall into old habitudes. I use this as a control for myself :)

played 4 tables again + a 0,11$ MTT

This time I only cashed once.

1x 1.

=-0,12$

bankroll: 22,39$

Edit:

I tried myself on 6tabling.
Although I cashed 4 times, it was very hard to concentrate.
I will leave it at 4 Tables.

3x 2.
1x 3.

= + 1,33$

Bankroll: 23,72$

Last update for today:

Played in this just finished session:

13 FPP Sunday Spark Satellite
0,44 + R Satellite
0,27 Mtt
2x 0,55 Mtt
5x 0,5 SNG

= 4, 31$

I won 1T$ in the FPP satellite, cashed in both of the 0,55 MTT: for 0,86$ and for 0,92$, 1x 1,18$ in 0,5 SNG

= 3,96$

Result: -0,35$

bankroll: 23,37$

It was a very profitable day for me :) My bankroll grew up for nearly 10 BIs :)

Good night everybody

PS: Next update at the earliest on sunday possible :)
I will enjoy this weekend with my girlfriend :)
Have a nice weekend everybody and good luck at the tables.

hey ho every one

newest update.

played two mtts
and some sngs
one satellite sng

new bankroll:

23,26$ + 2,2 T$
= 25,46$

nice little session


good bye and good luck at the tables

update:

played some mtts mit max 0,82$ and 0,5 sngs.
finished the day with a new amount of 28,43$

Now I just finished another 4table session

my new bankroll: 30,39$

I am very glad that I have the discipline until now to play the 0,5 limit further on and only one mtt yesterday, the 0,82$ one was out of my limit, but I cashed a little bit in it :)

New gains:

- until the end of 2015 I want to get up to the next limit: the 1,5er 9max turbo sngs, therefore I need a Bankroll of at least 75 $,

- keep the VIP Level Chrome Star for November

- no break with my discipline!!!

hey ho everyone :)

Today I did some 0,5$ sessions
I played both common cents and cashed in both
and I played some other mtts
the last one was the PO freeroll, I became 2nd for 2$.

Now there is a new bankroll of: 37,75$

While I will smoking a cigarette, I will think about a last 4table session for this night.
If yes, I will update, when I finish :)

See ya at the tables and good luck everybody :)

As I said, I finished the 4table 0,5$ session yet.

I cashed only once, but it was 1st place.

So I finish my Pokerday 0,01$ less than written in the last post ;)


BUT .... with a total plus of 7,35 $ this day ;) that means: more than 14 BIs up :)

Bankroll: 37,74$

Today it doesnt work well :(

hmm it is very hard for me not to break with my discipline, but still it works.
First I tried some Hyper SNG Satellites. I only won 1 of 6, so a little minus, the 0,5$ 9max doesn't work as well.
I min cashed in some tourneys, but also being sucked out in some.

A9 is my absolute non-favourite HAnd now.

This Hand destroyed 4times last week my hope to get more deep in a tournament. Twice I lost with AK against it. Once with QQ, and today with AQ. Anyway, I know I have played correctly.

My bankroll dropped down to 33,24$

I will play the PO-freeroll and a 4table session 0,5$ 9max again.

Update follows when finishing this Pokerday :)

I didn't played the 4table session.
Instead of that I just blew some dollars in some Satellite SNGs or Mtts in the wind.
I had no luck. I ran with KK into AA, lost 66 vs A8 and so on....

This day went very bad for me.

New bankroll: 30,02$

this means 60 Buyins for th 0,5$ 9max SNGs



I have new gains now:

- no more Satellites, because of the different way to play them
- no more Hyper-turbo tables
- MTTs only the 0,11 and 0,27$
- keep VIP Status Chromestar in November
- recieving the 10 $ VIP bonus this year
- finish any Tournament (except the PO-freerolls) at the final table
- keeping the discipline I learned untill now

A propos discipline, I just logged out from Pokerstars to protect myself not falling back in the tilt habitude.
Dropped more than 14 BIs today and I wont win them back, when I play further and further on, with less concentration.

OK, so then the facts again:

Bankroll: 30,02$
Chrome Status: 32,18/100 VPP => 67,82 VPP left
VIP Bonus: 399 VPP left

Good night now :)

hey Guys, the day started with a minus of 0,5$ + the registration of the common cents Event 6

=> -0,83$

my last 6 tables 9max at the 0,5$ limit could turn that into a plus of 0,33 $

A full Update will follow at the end of my pokerday/-night

hey Guys, the day started with a minus of 0,5$ + the registration of the common cents Event 6

=> -0,83$

my last 6 tables 9max at the 0,5$ limit could turn that into a plus of 0,33 $

A full Update will follow at the end of my pokerday/-night

stop obsessing over poker would be a good start

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Originally Posted by banneduser

stop obsessing over poker would be a good start

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maybe, but I like that game to much

So please give me constructive feedbacks and no pointless ones :)

thanks

update at the moment:

I turned 0,04 $ in 3 Common Cent Special Satellites into 1,98 T$

Hey Guys I will now stop playing poker for today :)

I am quite tired and I want to finish the day with a plus :)

I only played a 0,27$ Mtt after the satellites and lost it, and I cashed a bit in a 100k privilege freeroll

Bankroll: 30,59$ + 1,71 T$ = 32,30$
Chrome Status: 34,77/100 VPP => 65,23 VPP left
VIP Status: 396 VPP left

I change the following Gain:

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finish any Tournament (except the PO-freerolls) at the final table

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into

- finish any Tournament (except PO-, bankrollmobleaderboard, -bonusbonusbonusfreeroll; Open Skill league) in the TOP 100


TO DO for tomorrow:

- playing at least 12 x 0,5$ 9max
- earning at least 5 VPP

Ok thats all for now :)

Good Luck everybody at the tables :)

I am obviously on a downswing :(

it really runs bad. And at the top of that sure I am getting on tilt and play worse :(

bankroll now: 26,20$
Chrome Status: 40,58/100 VPP => 59,42 VPP left
VIP Bonus: 390 VPP left

Update:

became 2nd in the PO freeroll ...

hold AKs, Button shoved, I call, BB calls too

Button shows A10
BB shows 77

board doesnt helps, on the River comes the 10 .... sure o.O

ok bankroll now +2$

bankroll: 28,20$
Chrome Status: 40,58/100 VPP => 59,42 VPP left
VIP Bonus: 390 VPP left

aaaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhh

just had a very bad "bad beat" in the Common Cent 0,55$

It' s unbelievable, there is obviously no chance for me to get deep in a tournament :(

I held AK, one Opponent

Flop K57

I check, he bets, I raise, he calls

Turn 5

I bet, he calls

River K

I bet, he raises, I reraise, he push, I call

Sure he shows 5 + 5 :(

the first gain is reached :) I became 75th in a Bronze Star 500$ for 1 $

in another 100k I became 137th for 0,86$

bankroll now: 30,77$

I got very tilt

0,5 limit is so stupid -.- I think I never can reach the upper limit.

Then I did some mistakes with over limitted mtt log ins

so bankroll now at: 20,17$

back to freerolls now I think :(

It started so good. Oh fuck, Poker is a fcking game :mad:

it worked much better today, i cashed in some micro mtts
and changed from the 0,5 sngs to the 1,5 fiftyfifty. that worked well. no stupid allin and calls anymore, or at least less than at the 9max 0,5$. and i catched some T$, the best was in a 0,55$ satellite to the Hot 5,5$ :)

bankroll now: 41,21$
Chrome Status: 63,41/100 VPP => 36,59 VPP left
VIP Bonus: 368 VPP left

thats all for now

gl everyone at the tables :)

ok last update before sleeping ;)

bankroll: 43,88$
Chrome Status: 34,21 VPP left
ViP Bonus: 365 VPP left

good night

Yesterday I only played the 1,5$ fifty50/turbo 6max and some micro mtts

I cashed in some, but my bankroll went down.

I got very tilt then and broke with my discipline.

I started a 15$ turbo HU. Thanks god I won it after a hard and long fight.

So bankroll was at 34,.. $ yesterday

Today I went back to the 0,5$ 9max Sit and Go's

I played 8 of them, but cashed only once (1st place for 1,99$)
then I tried one Satellite too, but I failed


Bankroll now: 32,41$
Chrome Star is reached
Silver Star: 393,35 VPP öeft
VIP Bonus: 324 VPP left

I think I will play some SNGs again, and I will try the micro mtts

son buenos los freerolls pero me parece que hay unas manos que son muy increibles oase deuna manera en cuanto aprobabilidades es como de 1 en un millon deberian arreglar eso porque mpasa tan frecuentemente que pareciera que las probabilidades no contaran.