and as for the original poster - dont get down on it - these things happen - it just seems like more often than not because you dont remember the times when it didnt happen - remember from Rounders -" In "Confessions of a Winning Poker Player," Jack King said, "Few players recall big pots they have won, strange as it seems, but every player can remember with remarkable accuracy the outstanding tough beats of his career." It seems true to me, cause walking in here, I can hardly remember how I built my bankroll, but I can't stop thinking of how I lost it. "