I play alot of poker both online and live. One thing I have recognized is the more hands you see the more you see crazy hands played out and you are right it is the nature of the beast. I get annoyed often when people take a bad beat and start saying its rigged and they complain about whichever site we are on just because they lost. I like that you dont dwell on the bad beats (short term memory of hands played can save you from getting ulcers) I wish you better luck and on a positive note, statistically speaking you have like 99 more times to flop the 99% favorite and not get beat.