Yes, I think Mig is onto something here. The only other possibility is to go down the "online poker is rigged" road, which leads to the deep abyss. We tend to remember the suckouts more than the hands that turn out "how they are supposed to". The key is to stay decision oriented, instead of results oriented. If you got your money in with your opponent only having 2 or 3 cards to win, you have done well my friend. Keep up the good work! The fact that you lost the hand has no bearing at all on how you played it, or how you should play the exact same hand, should it arise again in the future.