At this very moment i'm annoyed the fucked out from the kids running and yelling and aggravating the dog to bark as loud as fuck - a baby in the background crying. cause? no cause is needed, which is completely understandable. It's pointless to ask the kids to keep it down; I was once annoying as fuck - rebellion is represented through chaos and chaos alone requires no attention, as it will not listen.

My solution: create your own chaos - I bring my own headset to block out chaos to bring in chaos of my own. I wanted to relax and chill out through the day, but fuck it! how could I? I rather make my own noise by listening to my own music - EDM: Electronic Dance Music (with some loud-upbeat noizes)

Mid result- Feels good to use my anger in a way to express it to the sounds i enjoy