Currently i have been playing great tournamnet poker on carbon lately, everytime i get a decent win , i have been donking it back into cash games. Omaha NL mostly

I have .02 to my name and finally putting my foot down.
I need to win , not just for entertainment, but this is my dream to play poker my whole life and win off of profits, and i will neve3r be able to do so if i dont grind properly, so im making this thread in hope to take a smarter view of my game and focus more and not tilt.

I currently have $0 and have to work up from freerolls. Luckily i have 4 tourney tickets to a prvate freeroll, so i literally will be starting there,
I will give updates constantly,
PS- this migght be my last stand, i know i can do it, but time after time i haved tilted it back, i must overcome tilt!