This morning I had an extremely bad bipolar moment that lasted for abut 15 minutes in client and in main chat where I said some awful things to a few people and I am here to apologize. First off I apologize to Zab for any complaints he might have gotten about me and any trouble this has/will cause him. Secondly, I apologize profusely to gametime74, he was and always has been nothing but nice to me since day one and was...hopefully still will be...a good friend of mine on here, I called you some bad names and said some bad things to you and I am really sorry. Second i apologize to trueoc for all the mean things I said to him and being ungrateful for his help and told him he never helped me, I am sorry. I also apologize to rambler and nascar for saying i hate them for absolutely no reason at all. And i apologize to anyone else who read the horrible things I said. I really hope you will all forgive me and we can pretend that this night never happened. I have absolutely no reason why I had an outburst today as it has been 7 months since I had a bipolar outburst episode. Well all, I have been up for 44 hours now so I really need some sleep and I am late on my meds too. I wont be here all day today or tomorrow and I hope to see you all again on Saturday as friends again. In the meantime good luck to everyone and have an awesome day/2days.