Dude I feel you sooooo much. I have been avoiding cliffs for a week in fear that I will get frustrated enough to jump off. I played 4 MTTs last night, went out with 70%+ faves in all 4. Plus every big tourney I have satted into since my return to online poker has gone unbelievably unluckily. I also seem to get beat by the worst players in poker. I am over it to tell you the truth, I can't allow myself to become a bitter player whining about conspiracies, so I'm just taking a huge step back.