You are so far away to become a better player if you can't take those hard bad beats, someday you are very lucky, another day you might be even unlucky.
Don't tell me the site is rigged like the other people.
That will only make even worst.
Well this also happend in live Poker too.

Come on!

Just for this you quit Full Tilt Poker.

You should see that day I always took the bad beats hits.