best 2 month total since started 2 yrs ago

[jimmyd1953]

688$ profit since feb.1st. nice birthday present today 4th in 50 brm at ft and 1st at red star 25fr. and 2nd at bet sharks. thats 13 final tables in last 5 days. the day started like last 2 days, horrible bad beats runner runner 3 times against me in allin pots. tp po somebody hit a 5 outer on me after flop. had 65 a few hands ago i filled up on 65 in bb but no action. so i felt lucky. i get 65 again, same flop as befare 654. i check raise , he calls with a4, ace on turn. all in all im doing the best yet for me , so many bad beats. i did get lucky to win red star. heads up started , i had 250 k and he had 900k , i won a little in a few hands then i go all in on big pair and double up. i have slight chip lead . he shoves allin ,i call with a4, he has ak and it flopped a 4, i win. finally i suckout. i just check called the whole tourney and they bluff so much or semi bluff and i literally made fools out of u know who. in tonites game i just had a set of jacks cracked at red star and out. so my 58th birthday started horrible like last 2 days ,then it turned around. the other thing is this when i at final table at brm, betsharks and redstar at the same time and i had 6 other games going too, that is very difficult for me, i even took 2 games off cause it would have been 11. poker will make u crazy from all the ups and downs. if u dont have the same problem then u r a cool cookie. im a hot head.