Originally Posted by
zayzoo
best of luck. 2200dep? sorry to hear that. if its one thing i learned from poker is that I wish i had someone there to tell me what to do when i first started. you can get yourself into real trouble on a simple idea of wanting to make money on a game .. Blackjack is something i really dont like playing along with slots. If it helps, maybe focus on how you lost by breaking down every single action and step you took. I have a hard time as well with tilt but I started realizing that feelling really crappy never helps and if i wanted to blame someone, i couldnt. Because if you believe in bad luck, then truth is there is good luck involve and in poker we create our own luck. Poker is like KAIZEN = continous improvement. I think mental fitness and how you identify yourself as a player really matters when you apply your time online. i stopped for a whole month in march, and its made realize that life has alot to offer and you really just gotta give yourself that time to remain calm even when your losing or winning. my suggestion before you go back with $50.00. ask yourself how your gonna feel before you put that money in, if you cant handle the truth of knowing it can be taken away, then gamble that 50.00 without any limits. learn to accept that losing is part of winning. fuck it, save it and study for a big tournament and study everything and anything you can possible about who you are and what your good at doing and how its done when your playing your greatest. if you can play your greatest when there isn't so much at steak, imagine what that 50.00 can do when your ready . The truth to online poker is that its a damn business, how you move your money and how you take it . its a business...a fuckin business. best of luck and if you decide to go with your goal, thats fuckin awesome . just keep sharp and don't let up.
