Im a Website Admin but i dont know how to deal with it anyore.....

Well, here goes my simple story.....:
im a Website admin but i cant deal with it anymore, just coz the other Admin(Website owners) never shows up and lets me all hard work... *humpf*=(......so im always in bad moods, cause actelly i invy my partner's way of life(caviar, champagne and this things.......:() lately ive been thinking bout suicide..cause my life's so misareble.....:p....my life's resumed in admin the site:(, watch some TV(football mostly.....O.o) and once a week i go out for some beers, wich's the cause im getting a little..u know...overweight........O............so, im totally unhappy and dont know what to do anymore........
Can anybody help me.....pls...........:rolleyes:....some psycanalist maybe...........

I dont know if you are serious but this isnt a topic for the forum. You can private message me if you want.