Agenda 2020: With no more deposits, turning my total of ~5k- into a +-0

Ok the title says everything: From zero to 5k $ in 5 years ..... we will see :D

But sorry, some information to me.
I am from Germany, so pls excuse all my mistakes I do in english. I am 25 years old and I will start to study economics in a few days. I play poker since 2010 and I love that game. :) Although I have such a big minus .... maybe I am crazy, dont know :D

My history is told quickly.
I have lost very much money in online poker, because of my f***ing discipline. I know I can play quite good. If I would to more to learn theorie strategies and some mathematics I think I could be a winning player... IF (!!!!!!!!!!!) there wouldn't be my missing discipline. It was until now impossible for me to hold my BRM longer than max two weeks. Then there was a Loss, then on tilt, then higher limits, then more loosing, then more on tilt and then account empty .... but I liked and still I do) the game too much to give up. So there were thousands of new trys with deposits of circa a total of 5k euro, spread on some different poker sites ... Now, I will begin to study in a few days, I have no more money to spent to the pros :) so I try to build up a bankroll only through freerolls and the possible mt-sngs, and mtts with the profit of the freerolls. Thats quite exciting. :)

Started some days ago with 0.00 $
at this moment and as consequence of having my first cash in a Pokerowned-Freeroll, my bankroll is with some ups and downs during the day grown up to the incredible amount of 0,63$
I am Chrome Star, so I have access to the privilege freerolls until the end of oktober
+ a ticket to a scratch and match intellipoker freeroll
+ a school pass ticket

So my gain for October: For sure at least a bankroll of 10k $, Status: Platinum Star and some won tickets to PCA, EPTs etc.

Ok joke (or not?..... hmmm... no... it was a joke (had u, right? :D))

Would be glad to reach the gain: Minimize the times of falling to zero :) So my gain is, to practice discipline and control my feelings after loosing and first of all not control my feelings when being on tilt, but my doings!!!

Thats it for now :)

Good luck everyone on the tables.

update:

have played poker until 8 am today, so maybe the session was too long ;)
However, I fell down to an amount of 0,01$ :D

BUT: Ok a wanted to do a break of playing today, I failed. Started the PO-freeroll and the privilege freeroll at 9 pm.
At the PO-freeroll I reached the finaltable, so I am ITM, and at the moment I am at least place 6 for 0,55$, but I am 3rd in chips.

At the privilege freeroll I am also itm, and have at least 0,40$. I am 108th in chips.
so it does look good tonight :)

New gain: No other mtts, except freerolls until at least an amount of 10 $. I will give the next update later, but then I will close Pokerstars, to protect myself not get broke again tonight :)

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YEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I won my first freeroll :) for an incredible sum of 3$ :) thank you Pokerowned :)
In the privilege freeroll I have been busted with KQs allin preflop against JJ, what a pity, their was no help on the board. However :)

New amount: 3,52$
Chrome Star
ticket to the Scratch and Match intellipoker freeroll
tickets to all Privilege Freerolls until the end of october.
and hahaha almost forgotten yesterday :D
already being logged in to the 100k common cent mtt



so the first step for my gain is reached. Few seconds ago I closed PS, as I told for selfprotection :)

good night everyone and good luck at the tables :)

Congratulations, you are off to a great start!
Good luck building your bankroll.

If you are playing on Stars you have a arsenal of free ways to make free $

Hey Guys :)

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If you are playing on Stars you have a arsenal of free ways to make free $

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yes there are some nice tourneys :)

Update:


Ok I have played 3 0,02$ MT-SNGs. Yes I have written yesterday, I want to wait until an amount of at least 10$.
Right ... but when I logged into the PS Lobby at 5.30 pm there were no freerolls possible.
So Account was: 3,46$

Then I have played some freerolls at 7pm, and I entered again the finaltable of the PO-freeroll :)
Won 1$ for the 4th place :)

so my new bank balance is: 4,46$

let's see if I can earn some more money at 9 pm in the freerolls :)

good luck everyone at the tables

Update:

Played in contrast to my gain 5 micro mtts. just get itm at the smallest for 5ct plus at all o.O
then I unfortunately was on tilt and started very quick without overthinking it a 1,5$ Hyper-HU
Thanks god I won it, but that mustnt happen again -.-

bank balance now: 5,18$

just started the last PO-freeroll today
lets see how I can finish the day :)


Edit: new balance now (after being itm in the PO-Freeroll again for 0,55$)
5,3$

played two other games again.

ok, there are 50 BIs of limit 0,1$ now, so I will iclude the mtts of 0,11$ and the sngs to a max of 0,1$ into my tourney plan.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH HHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


New balance: 6,12$

Played a 0,55$ MTT. 62/1847 .... for 1,47$


My problem is .... that I v been sucked out -.-, Monster stack raised 4BB pre flop, I pushed my 9 BBs with AA, he held 66, Flop: 3 cards of hearts, I have one Ah, he no hearts: Turn: he hit his fucking One Outer... a 6c. River unfortunately helped me.

Edit: catched 0,06$ in the Bankrollmobfreeroll for being 76th.

Bankroll: 6,18$

thats all for tonight.

gl everybody on the tables

Hey ho :)


When I woke up, I unfortunatly got boring.
I started two Satellite-SNGs for 0,16$ to The Hot 1,1$.
Won both :)
So there is a new bank balance.
Bankroll: 8,06$

8,06$ includes 2,2T$

I love the Privilege Freerolls :)
In most of them it is very easy to cash :)
Won 0,45$ for 467/16250.

Again being sucked out. Pushed preflop my left 10 BBs with QQ. One Call from Button. He showed K7s. Sure that he hit his K on the Flop K78, Turn 6, River 5. o.O
What a pity, that could have been a keypot for a more significantly cash in this freeroll. I am looking forward to my first cash under the first 100 in this freeroll, and winning more than 1$ :)

See you at the tables ;)

PS: bankroll 6,31$ + 2,2T$ = 8,51