Why cant I have luck like this?

I would love to call all ins with Q T suited and hit all my flushes.

my last hand in the Fegurson... was doing good till then.

*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 66,736 | Rake 0
Board: [8d 8h Jh Jd 3d]
Seat 2: biskitdisher showed [Qd Td] and won (66,736) with a flush, Queen high
Seat 3: TheDon2103 folded before the Flop
Seat 4: gio1964 (button) folded before the Flop
Seat 5: Thirdi3 (small blind) showed [Kc Ks] and lost with two pair, Kings and Jacks
Seat 6: jlbmeb (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 7: WRESTLER 93 folded before the Flop
Seat 8: frvvv folded before the Flop
Seat 9: YaroslavKorbut folded before the Flop